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Thu, 06 May 2004 04:08:10 GMT

Firsts:
First best friend: Ashley Pringle.
First car: Honda Del Sol [i miss that thing so much]
First real kiss: Evan Hunter Mcknight !
First break-up: I guess Brad counts.
First screen name: Bordr444
First funeral: grandpa
First pets: my dogs, i dont know
First piercing: Ears
First true love: I think i will have to say Evan,
First musicians you remember hearing in your house: No idea.

Lasts:
Last cigarette: no
Last car ride: Home from work
Last kiss: EVAN
Last good cry: Not necessarily a cry, but [yeah shut up] when i left chicago this past time.
Last library book checked out: ehh.
Last movie seen: Kill Bill Vol. 2
Last phone call: Evan
Last time showered: Yesterday.
Last cd played: Brandston
Last item bought: Evans flowers heheh
Last annoyance: work.
Last disappointment: work.
Last time wanting to die: no.
Last shirt worn: black shirt
Last website visited: LJ.
Last word you said: nothing
Last song you sang: *paint me a birmingham
What is in your cd player? no idea
What color socks are you wearing?: black
What Color underwear are you wearing?: pink
What's under your bed?:shoes.
What time did you wake up today?: 7AM

Currents:
Current mood: i miss evan
Current music: none
Current taste: diet coke
Current hair: Up
Current clothes: Pj's and boots
Current annoyance(s): not being in chicago.
Current desktop picture: no.
Current book(s): No.
Current color of toenails: pink
Current time-wasting wish: uhh
Current hate: iowa.

One or the Other:
1. Black or white? White
2. Boxers or briefs? boxers i guess
3. Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
4. Salt or pepper? no
5. Sweet or sour? sweet
6. Vanilla or chocolate? Vanilla
7. Short or long? short
8. Cheap or expensive? expensive
9. Firm or soft? FIRM ohh baby
10. Hot or cold? hot

My favorite...
1. Color is: i like teal
2. Song is: uhhh.
3. Scent is: vanilla/coconut/[axe]
4. Alcoholic beverage is: no
5. Food is: um ANIMAL CRACKERS AND SALSA!!!

5 things you did so far today
woke up way to early
went to my class
talked to evan
went to work
sent evan flowers

5 things you can hear right now
my dogs
the keyboard
my computer
my dad snoring
my heart!? hahaha

5 things you do when your bored
sleep
call evan
go on a walk
play with my dogs
go to chicago

5 people that never fail to cheer you up
evan
dave
evan
evan
erin

5 things you can't live without
food
evan
job
clothes
my lovely hats

5 things you love
sleeping
getting paid
going to chicago
evan
me! hahaha

so this was cheesy. so what

basically i miss evan, and i can't wait until the 27th or maybe sooner?!?! you owe me!

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Wed, 07 Apr 2004 03:28:46 GMT

1) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
Where the eye could see, to the Kentucky's tall silver grass country.

2) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
well almost my window.

3) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
THAT 70's SHOW

4) WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
10:15

5) Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
10:17

6) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the TV
7) When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
to get my mom and her dude friend food. they paid me! yay

8) Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
my cd's all over my floor

9) What are you wearing?
ooohh.. nothing.. wait! pants and a shirt

10) Did you dream last night?
yes

11) When did you last laugh?
17 minutes ago

12) What is on the walls of the room you are in?
a picture of our horses this chinese dude did, and a poster of Josh Hartnett, and a piece of paper that says *Welcome to my Casa O' Love*

13) Seen anything weird lately?
nope.

14) Last movie you saw?
shoot i don't wait. passion of the christ

15) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
um, a Golf, i think

16) Tell me something about you that I don't know.
tell who!?

17) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
that the world paid me 30 dollars an hour to sleep. uhh, shoot. i don't know..

18) Do you like to dance?
ohh baby

19) George Bush: is funny

20) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
i wouldn't call her, i hate kids

21) Now, imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
i call him a faggot

22) Would you ever consider living abroad?
pshhh........yes

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 02:41:11 GMT

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. ANYTHING.

Be sure to post anonymously. and honestly.

Post however many times you want.

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 02:17:26 GMT

[APPERANCE]
HEIGHT: 5'3
HAIR COLOR: dark brown
SKIN COLOR: pale
EYE COLOR: depends
PIERCINGS: yup
TATTOOS: yup

[RIGHT NOW]
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blueish
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: nothing the TV is on
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: diet pepsi and plastic
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: i don't know I HAVEN'T BEEN OUT OF MY HOUSE YET
HOW ARE YOU? TERRIBLE

[DO YOU]
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: yes yes yes
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yup
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yes, well not a night

[FAVORITES]
TV SHOW: family guy, simpsons, futurama, uhh, will and grace, everwoon, one tree hill hahaha
CONDITIONER: Garnier Fructis
BOOK: Diary
MAGAZINE: Instyle, GQ hahah
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: uh. naked juice
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: no thank you
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: i don't know.
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: nope. maybe sworn enemy

[HAVE YOU]
BROKEN THE LAW: yes.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: never had to
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yes
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: only once. but it was SAWEET
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yes
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: hahahahahhahah yes
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: ugh yes
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: psh no.

[LOVE]
BOYFRIEND: evan
GIRLFRIEND:
SEXUALITY: STRAIGHT
CHILDREN: maybe.
CURRENT CRUSH: i can't tell
BEEN IN LOVE?: i think
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: never
BEEN HURT?: no
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: oh man. no thank you
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no

[RANDOM]
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Yes
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: the postal service
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: green
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: seeing evan on weekends like this one
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: can't say really
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: not sure
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: erin, evan, jen, shannon
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: not a darn thing

[WHEN/WHAT WAS THE LAST]
TIME YOU CRIED?: the passion movie
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: 5 years ago
YOU GOT E-MAIL: 8 minutes ago
THING YOU PURCHASED: soda
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: grounded for life. [it sucks]
VACATION: san diego with evan like a week or so ago
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: the passion of the christ

[YOUR THOUGHTS ON]
ABORTION: lame
TEENAGE SMOKING: lame
SPICE GIRLS: lame
DREAMS: i don't have any

this will be my surveys journal!

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 04:27:45 GMT

x. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
um, haha. don't have one.

x. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
shoot. maybe my legs?! i have no idea. haha

x. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
i hate to be picked up.

x. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
i usually look down away from the persons eyes. i think. maybe someone else who knows me would know that better. whatever

x. Are you a pyromaniac?
no

x. Do you have too many love interests?
no

x. Do you know anyone famous?
Kurt Warner was my babysitter when he played for the Barnstormers.

x. Describe your bed.
um it has a HUGE orange comfortor on it, one pillow. a black fuzzy blanket. and a small picnic blanket thing on it. there is usually two phones on it, and a charget. its very comfy. and my other one is huge. and that has blue sheets and a black blanket and 5 pillows,

x. Spontaneous or plan?
spontaneous

x. Do you know how to play poker?
yes

x. What do you carry with you at all times?
phone, chapstick, key

x. What do you miss most about being little?
not having a job,

x. Are you happy with your given name?
yeah.

x. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
78636576 million dollars. haha. maybe not that much. but a lot.

x. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
yes

x. Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you?
um to some extent. yes. but then sometimes I feel. bad. but usually they bother me.

x. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
sometimes.

x. Do you spend more time with your boyfriend or your friends?
hahaha friends.

x. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
move

x. What is your ideal marriage location?
no idea

x. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
violin

x. Favorite fabric?
um.

x. Something you love and hate?
i love shopping, and i hate my job

x. What kind of bedding do you use?
only the best hhahhah. its from the company store, if thats what that meant

x. Do you tell your friends about your sex life?
if i had one i would, they tell me about theirs.

x. What's the one language you want to learn?
no idea

x. What do you order at a bar?
water

x. Have you ever pierced your body parts?
yes

x. Do you have tattoos?
yes

x. Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery any kind if confronted?
yup

x. Do you drive stick?
i can yes. but not currently

x. What's one trait you hate in a person?
cockyness
x. What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
i hate watches

x. Most frivolous purchase?
um.

x. Do you consider yourself materialistic?
sorta

x. What do you cook the best?
i can not cook

x. Favorite writing instrument?
no. 2 pencil

x. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
standing out is KEWL

x. What kind of books do you like to read?
interesting ones. hah. i don't know

x. If you won the lottery, what would you do?
i'd pay off my debt, and by a new car

x. What's one thing you're a sore loser at?
everything, 2nd place is the first loser. hahah

x. If you don't like a person, how do you show it?
i don't

x. Do you cry in front of friends?
no i can't cry.

x. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people?
meanie

x. What's one thing you like to do alone?
everything

x. Are you a giver or a taker?
shut up

x. When's the last time you cried?
when i saw the passion of the christ

x. Favorite communication method?
clicking

x. How many drinks before you're tipsy?
zero

x. Favorite kind of porn?
anything and everything!!!

x. Do you ever have to beg?
psh

x. Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
no

x. Do you think you're cute?
sorta

x. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends?
no hahah.

x. What's the most painful experience you've ever had?
when i stubbed my toe on my stairs.

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 17:05:50 GMT

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Sat, 03 Jan 2004 17:49:19 GMT

This is my favorite thing about 2003.